Anticipating my first discipline spanking

I know it’s been a long time since I wrote something on our blog. I’ll admit, I’m guilty! But things were hectic the past few weeks. As I am sitting here worrying my butt off! Yes, in about 2 hours time I will receive my first “real” disciplinary spanking. To tell you the truth, I deserve it. I have been broken 3 of the 4 D’s in CDD. “Dishonesty”, “Disobedience” and the biggest one here is “Destructive behaviour” . You see, I was a bit stubborn the past few uhm….weeks. Walking around with a toothache and too afraid to go to the dentist. Two weeks ago I was warned…”if you suffer again with that toothache and don’t tell me about it and I find out afterwards, you’re in big trouble”. So I just decided not to tell, but he found out anyway. And why, all because I my dearest friend Cheeky Cherry and the 24 hour rule! (Which is, you have 24 hours to tell your hoh about your offence, or I will tell and then you will have it much more worse!) So yesterday I had to confess! And now I am waiting…and waiting…having all of the world’s butterflies in my stomach….

Tantrumgirl